September 2010
6 posts
If you can't get someone of your mind, then...
Hahaha you bitch…. Lol jk
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August 2010
58 posts
diary of the miseducated: I wish you weren’t so... →
I wish you weren’t so nice, that I would feel less enticed every single time we’d cross paths. But I can’t help but to be drawn towards your existence, even for the slightest of moments. Though I know the feeling of bliss is temporary and not mutual. I never know why I continue on with wanting…
#NP Comfterble - Trey Songz
“It’s all good when we makin love, all I ask is don’t take our love for granted. My love for you is real. But if you don’t love me, somebody else will..”
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No matter how much you tell yourself you're over...
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— Two Way Street
Last night I had a dream about
this guy. So what happened was.. at first I was at Great America with the most random people, swimming at the wave pool. Then I was buying hot dogs to eat with my little brother.. And THEN finally somehow I found myself sneaking into his room. It felt so real! We didn’t even engage in any physical activity besides laying on his bed and cuddling. We were talking about how we used to talk, and...
Yeah you hurt me, but I've learned a lot along the...
Go ahead and refer to my past and judge me...
What most of you fail to notice is what girl I’ve grown to be. You have no idea what I’ve been through, and same goes for me as well to you. So let’s cut everyone a break and mind our own business for once. Quit trying to analyze everybody else’s life, and start working on making yours just as better than you’d want it to be. Sometimes it’s best to forgive and...
The worst feeling..
Last night I had a mere anxiety attack. Okay so this blog may seem a little over the edge, like.. I don’t ever blog about it but I just wanted to let what was consuming my mind out, for an eager attempt to forget all about it. I was thinking about life, and death. Idk, somehow my thoughts led to all these questions. What if I die? Like, how will I feel? Am I just really supposed to stop...
You try hard not to care, yet the feeling's still...
My blogs will hold what my battery-less camera...
Today was pretty good. I probably had one of the best mornings I’ve ever had so far. So the bell rang, and we were all lined up for History. I forgot the other two peep’s heads, but Marcus was there also. We were all hungry so we decided to get a pass from our strict substitute teacher, and that’s when the fun began. Well.. maybe it’s me who thought it was so much fun, but...
Teach me how to love
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It's been years and
the thought of him still tends to linger through my mind, often times keeping me up awake at night reminiscing, wondering, dwelling. I’m glad that those things don’t occupy my thoughts while I’m awake (going to school, doing daily chores, talking to other dudes) you know, mostly my “daylight” activities. Now that I think about it, I only chose to refer to what we had...
Escuela,
Was good, as always. Omgsh, I’m so lucky to have the classes I have this year with some pretty interesting classmates! Anyways, this Freshman remembered me from Youtube, I know who the heck watches my videos anymore? But to my surprise, she actully did haha! Mm, I have a new friend named D. And she reminds me so much of Tiffo! Made me realize I missed her whiteself, and ESP. TPKM! Us girls...
We all have that one person. Whether it be love or...
And I just happened to realize how much I never...
Sucks. Found myself wanting to let this out, so what other better way than to Tumblr it right? My past is not something I’m very fond of. When I think too deep about it, feelings I thought were long gone comes rushing back like a fucking boomerang. They’re never the butterfly ones anymore, those died out a long ass time ago. It’s hard to tell why a long thought from the past...
Fuck the past, skip the bullshit, and then try to...
Guys say what you want to hear, regardless of your...
But at least I’ve got the advantage of knowing my limits and staying nowhere near past that line anymore. They want what they want but you’ve got to work your ass off to get anywhere beyond my decent wall I call the worthy of someone I fully/wholly trust & love wall. Ain’t tryna sound cocky, but I deserve far better than a 2 minute quickie with someone who doesn’t even...
Bad habit needsta dipset faaaayust.
I’m up till 3 again, NOT GOOD. But I had a pretty good day today. Copped all the things I needed for school, finished a book, and started on overdue summer work I just got last Thursday. Yup, I’m right on track education wise.. But who knows how long this good habit stays? Shit, hopefully long enough for me to be set for Senior year. Alright I gotta go, goodnight!
“I don’t think you should think about a lot of things that deal with feelings. I...”
– Pharrell Williams (via meliza-b) (via empress-k)
Life gets better when you try a little harder, be...
It's late, and I still have plenty of things to...
First day of Junior year: Accomplished successfully. It was exactly what I wanted it to be, rather than what I had expected. To be honest, I really wasn’t even expecting anything. I didn’t even think about what could happen.. Except of course if I would see a couple of new cuties, but aside from that I think it was a good way to start off the year :) I wish I knew where my charger was...
I miss you. But I miss myself being happy even...
I h.a.t.e you
The good kind of hate. It’s like I can’t live with you sometimes, but then again I would hate to live in a world without you. I care about you far more than I should, therefore I hate you for making me feel that way. Don’t you hate that?! Stuck in the middle of never wanting to see his face again and feening for the warm carress of his hugs? There was a phase in my life where I...
A time when I couldn't hold in a laugh.
My family and I were in church and in front of us sat a couple. So here I was trying to keep myself focused on what the priest was saying and by the time he signaled for us to stand up, my brother nudged at me and pointed his head to the couple. When I saw what he had wanted me to notice, I bursted out in a silent laugh. You know, the one where you laugh without making any sound? Haha, duh. But...
New perspective.
No more sad, depressing moments. No more looking back & reminiscing so much that I find myself dwelling on the past. No more trying to figure out why so and so happened or how so and so drifted away from my life because it’s easier to drop all the negative shit that’s weighing you down than to bother trying to find the reason it was there in the first place. I can’t be...
It feels the worst to know that you've hurt...
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